Director: Nick Spanos

DP: Josh Almario

Drone Cameraman: Ben Ellingson

PA: Scott Jannush, Christina McHale

Glam: Sheena Zar

Colorist - Loren White

Producer: Heather Moore

© Stargirl Records

Lyrics

What do I do…

While I’m waiting for the pain to go away?

What do I do…

When I wake and say “Hey, where’s the sun today?”

What do I do…

Do with myself now?

Oh, I look to the sky

But, I can’t find love’s sweet lullaby

And I must do much more than

Try and just try…

Ok, I’m gonna do it

One, two….

This is me not loving you

No more storms to weather

Saying, what else could I do

To be your forever

This is the me not being the me

You said you would give your heart to

This is me not loving you

Now, if only that were true…

I walk past our old street

Not thinking “Hey, that used to be the place to be”

Not waving at the people

Who are waving at me

Not putting on a show

And I’m not looking down

So I’m not missing hearts on the ground

Not missing the way you cuff your jeans

And sing “Only In My Dreams” off key

Not me…

This is me not loving you

No more storms to weather

Saying “What else could I do?”

To be your forever

This is me not being the me

You said you would always give your heart to

This is me not loving you

Ohhh

Now, if only that were true

I’m not singing this love song

I’m not sayin’ “Girl, be strong!”

As I stumble along the avenue…

This is the me being the me

Doing that thing I said I’d never do

Now this me not loving you

Oooh….

If only that were true

I said I’d never do …

Me not loving you